Wednesday, February 20, 2013

death is nearer


selawat sekejap.
allahumma solli 'ala Muhammad wa alihi Muhammad

zikrullah sebentar.
Subhanallah, walhamdulillah, wa la ilaha illa Allah,
 Allahu Akbar!

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ehem~
lame tak tulis, awkward sekejap :p hee. nak tulis ape pun tak tahu ne. emm, peristiwa yang berlaku sehari-hari, banyak sangat berlaku. tak mampu nak tulis. gembira, sedih, penat, sibuk dan yang macam nak tercabut jantung pun ada. malaslah nak cerita. sampai rasa dah tak ade hati nak rasa sesuatu. semuanya macam hambar je~ hambar~

ehem~
nak kata yang aku terbukak satu blog ni. seorang student di Egypt. aku tak kenal dia. aku kenal kakak dia. roomate aku dulu, sekarang dia masuk Gombak dah. cerita yang dia cerita tu ikhlas sangat. jujur. niatnya betul. hikmahnya penuh. seganlah nak menulis semula di sini lepas baca karangan hebat macam tu (tiba-tiba). 

tak percaya? bacalah sendiri!  
aku sertakan linknya, jom baca! 


cuma...
aku rindu adik-beradik 502 aku yang dululah~
dengan harapan, liqa' kite akan jadi. tahu, kita merancang, Allah juga merancang. semoga rancangan kite seiring rancangan Allah. Allahu Rabbi, redhailah perancangan kami. qabulkanlah. ameen~

cita-cita!
dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani


saat ini hati sedang sakit.
perlu diubat.
Allah, rindunya aku nikmat itu.
permudahkanlah~

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Hayat! o.O
masa ade 24jam, semua ade due date
merancanglah
xmo ikut kepala je
schedule+hayat?
erk~
astaghfirullah

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time is precious!
come on hayat! death is nearer...
everything gonna be just fine!
smile 
^^


  

Sunday, February 3, 2013

when heart speak, listen



i walk through the door
i'm looking outside to see whether you're around
i'm searching for you with my two eyes
i call out your name with hope you will hear me
but indeed it is only the voice inside my four chambers heart
where every drop of blood flow through it
and never stop to pump it all over the body
so that i will be alive

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every second in waqtil faragh
i sit and looking outside the window
imagining by watching the world clearly
thinking whether is it true or false
am i right to be me
is there any chance i can exchange my body with someone else
the answer is impossible

every little human born on earth
they will be somebody by following the path
somebody called as khalifah on earth
responsible to be someone trusted just to 'imarah the world
to seek for the rewards as much as they can  
and to bring them to the world after this world
fighting to get the mardhatillah

i'm not a good one or as good as someone
i just only have faith in Him 
to be with Him 
to trust Him
to believe in Him
to follow Him
no matter what

He is the Only One i can put my trust to
the One who i can tell everyyyyyyyyything i do
the One who will hear everyyyyyyyything i say
the One who knows the best for me
the One who loves those who repent
the One who loves the tears from the sinner
the One who is meant to be worship 
the One who sent Muhammad pbuh to be His messenger
the best man on earth
He is just the Only One for me

O Allah..
i'm so sorry
the time i lost myself in the dark
i really thank You
because You gives me the light
the time i made mistakes
i really thank You
because You allows me once again to prostrate You
the time i'm getting far from You
i really thank You
because You gives me the guidance so that i will return back to You

O Allah..
i'm really sorry
please do forgive me 
i always lost
You always show the direction

O Allah..
show me the way 
the way for me to get closer to You day by day 
remind me something i forgot
do not leave me by myself
guide me all the way

Thank You Allah <3 font="">

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listening since 2130 until now
hoping you are around my friend


#pray4ummah