heart is terguris

dear one who read this,

i'm sorry for being such a horrible person these few days.

to abang ktm counter,

i'm sorry too for raising up my tones when seeing you angrily babbling towards me saying nonsense things and i couldn't hear it except staring at you. 

"abang ni kenapa?" dengan muka penuh perasaan. tapi waktu toleh belakang tu abang tu senyum. baru perasan, dia bergurau ke?

i just hope that i campak kat muka dia sesuatu waktu tu je. eh, hayati ! -.- 

to myself who get involved in accident of tragedy of heart-making-angry-sound-out-loud

i'm sorry dear heart beats fast colour and promises how to be brave how can i love when i'm afraid to fall  well i'm still a human that cannot run from this feeling. try to counter it back.

and i have to do a report right now, well actually it is not my duty but i think the person needs more minutes than i do so the report should be done by me. yeah almost angry, but rationally think i can't. 

i want to sleep *crying a river*                                                                                                          

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tak, bukan ni nak tulis dalam hayat terindah sebenarnya. hanya sesi luahan perasaan je. tak kisahlah nak tulis apa kan. membebel ni kadang2 indah juga dan i should remain silent because every single words utter is incredibly hurtful because the heart is terguris. kakaka. eh gelak pula.

minta maaflah kerana menyusahkan semua orang. maaf juga kerana tak tahulah kenapa. 

can i just be the one innocent who knows nothing and worries nothing? heh

and i just hope the snow ease me like a melting ice in a hot chocolate horlicks.

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