hikayat kunang-kunang

Gold Fireflies in Japan

nanti bila satu hari nanti

aku temui

jalan terasing berwarna mati

aku kira manusia takkan berhenti

meneruskan langkah di jalan sendiri

tiada, tiada kalah

ataupun menang kerana cinta

yang lahirnya di lubuk paling dalam

kekal selamanya

seperti kau pahat pada batu

seiring takkan terlangkah waktu

dengan lelahnya kasih

bahkan hidup seperti kunang-kunang

terleka antara bintang atau akulah cahaya

aku kira kau juga akan terlihat

antara kerlipan dan juga terang

semoga tenang lautan

membawa kapal-kapal

kerana aku temukan

sudut senyuman dan tangisan

walhal akhirnya di sudut itu

aku diam dan

waktu berjalan

seperti awan yang tergantung di langit biru

hujungnya aku lihat engkau

yang dari pertama hingga akhirnya

Tuhan jagakan

Jumaat, 1432

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hayat dan bebola kaca

dah lama tak bercerita

rindulah `hayat terindah, meh cite meh

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Reunion Taaruf Week

team tak boleh move on tu Hayati sorang aje dah sampai

krik krik sangat rasa

mana kawan T-T

palapes suksis ni masing2 dah rambut panjang, comel, hilang rupa askar :p

cuba untuk tidak anti-sosial 

Ya Tuhan

hanya kau yang tahu apa yang tersirat di hati

rasa macam aku berada di dalam sebuah bebola kaca

lutsinar tapi tak bisa disentuh

gituuu

duduk bersila depan jagung bakar

sebelah kakak edu yang tak tahu kewujudan aku sebagai salah  satu adik junior edu, lulz

"awak, awak siapa nama?" (head catering)

aku senyum, "Hayati."

"awak biro apa?"

aku senyum lagi, "Special Task"

"laaa, ayah awak mana? kesiannya kena tinggal."

aku senyum lebar-lebar. haha

mulalah lepastu nyelit sebelah ain meow

duduk depan ayam bakar tu

"dah makan belum Yati?" (meow)

"belum."

"nah, ayam seketul."

"hiks. tenkiu."

"nak sate?"

"boleh."

"spageti nak tak?"

"nantilah, haha"

jalan-jalan ke hidangan yang tadinya ramai orang seperti semut mengurung gula (mengurung?)

terserempak dengan partner Acad

"Yati makan dah?"

"Nak makanla ni."

*Acad hulur pinggan*

"makan banyak sikit, cepat besar."

aku senyum dalam hati *Acad~ hg tu pun sama, kecik je pun*

bila nasi dah habis, spageti pun dah habis, sate dah habis, ayam dah habis

lol nak makan apa ni?

tangan capai tembikai merah yang manis tu

perhati nak makan apa

kentang letak sos bbq ambik tembikai banyak2, jagung bakaq seketoi sambil tangan pegang sehiris tembikai, (sehiris?)

usha cocktail, tengok tangan sendiri

pandang depan semula ada Husni

"Husni yang baik, ambikkan. haha."

"Nak? meh."

*senyum*

"Sudu tu sana Yati, ambik."

"Tenkiu Husni :)"

*husni tahu hayati rindu ipad, nak main game*

hahaha

lepak makan dengan team tak boleh move on yang lain

selfie2 pastu tak senang duduk dah

nak berjalan !

kembali nyelit sebelah ain meow

masih ada lagi ayam yang tak habis dibakar

kemudian jalan lagi sana sini macam orang takde kawan

semorang dok selfie lagi

luckily, kaed ni ada bench boleh duduk

hewhew, duduk situ scroll twitter

tiba2 menyanyi sorang2

lagu dulu2 ketika zaman sekolah rendah

terus tweet haha takde kehidupan rasa

lepastu Aqilah ajak balik

pergi salam2 semua orang yang mengenali diri ini

pergi ucap jumpa lagi kat semua2

naz, husni, syahmi, ain, mai, mimi, umi, kak mamia, kak asma', meow, acad, ok tu je

last but not least, i'm a happy girl

sebab wahh usaha yang baik untuk tidak anti-sosial

proud of you hayat :')

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#its going to be syita' and its already started

#may someone with kind heart cover the children of Syrian in refugee camps from the coldness

#may Allah rewards you with jannah

#pray4ummah

the love of wisdom

EDI 2000: Philosophy of Islamic Education

Philosophy and Life

When I was in primary school, I looked at the back of my notebook; I noticed there was a National Philosophy of Education instead of the time table 1 times 2 equal 2 or 2 times 2 equal 4, and I never interested to know what the meaning of that philosophy is. As I grown older, I realized for the first time I heard the word metaphysics from a symposium. I felt like floating in the air because I did not understand the discussion.

A couple months passed from that symposium, I learnt in class about Philosophy of Education where I started to know the literal meaning of philosophy is the love of wisdom. Day by day, I get the idea that philosophy is actually the discussion towards answering questions or understanding something that revolved in our life and it is an art of living, where finally it can be concluded as the five branches of philosophy- metaphysics, epistemology, logic, ethics and aesthetics.

Not to discuss the branches further we move to the application of philosophy in life. I tend to remember my 5-years old niece asking her mother, “Mom, why can’t I hold water?”, “Mom, why the ant walk in a line?”, “Mom, why the sky is blue?” and so many other questions. At this moment without we realized it or not we will use our reason or any common sense which is actually philosophy; to answer the questions in order for the child to understand. Not only that, family plays an important role to instill values in the child which is theoretically named as ethics in the discussion of philosophy. 

As the child grown bigger, he start to begin making choices what he belief is the best for him. The belief is what so called as philosophy actually because we are like the prisoners of our own thought. Our action is actually based on what we think is good. We help a blind to cross the road is a scent in philosophy because we believe inside our hearts that helping someone in need is a good action. We feed a cat is also a philosophy where we know that cat is also a creature like us who need food or water and love.

Each person is unique; we all have different ideas and opinions, we all practice different believes. Even we are in the same situation, for example riding a horse, I believe we will not have the same experience among us. We have a view from our side; we look at the other side of a coin, we view on different angle. That is because in philosophy, the experience from our senses is considered as one of the sources of knowledge which is called as empiricism.

There a quote that says, “Do not ask what the means of life is. You define it.” Once, I told a friend that life is like a big drawing paper, you colored your spot, I colored mine, suddenly we cross the same spot of drawing where we actually meet up for the first time. Maybe for some people that analogy is not logic but I read another quote from Albert Einstein that says, “Logic will get you from A to B, but imagination will take you everywhere.” So that is why I said before, we own our own mind and we set our own rules, we are the prisoners of our mind. That is also philosophy.

As a conclusion, knowledge is something that we obtained each second in life as a process of learning. As we grow older each day, we will understand that our reason has limit that is why in Islam we need the revelation that will guide us all the way to the hereafter. We indeed need to be fair in human being who has different battles in life and different believes.

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