Deep inside

what it feel when u see your body become weak day by day

u can only think

Ya Allah my time has come?

what should i do?

lacking of ibadah lots of evil i did

do i have enough time to repent?

My Lord, forgive me!

for all my wickedness, i'm so sorry

for all the mistakes, i'm so sorry

for hurting my mother, hurting my father, make them angry, make them unhappy

for hurting my siblings, harsh to them, yelling them, make them cry

for hurting my friends, backbiting, hatred, envy, angry

for hurting anything on earth, cats, birds, plants and what-so-ever

by  today, do i have enough time to be in Ramadhan?

to seek thoroughly the lailatul qadr

even two times i feel your coming but indeed i did ignore it

i was a foolish

do i have the third chances?

when i was going to sleep i'm wondering myself

will i wake up again?

will i prostrate Allah again in the morning as i woke up?

will i be able to breath again?

will i be able to see my parents and hug them tightly like they hug me tightly with full of love after i was born?

will i my Lord? 

will i be able to say Astaghfirullah before the time?

i need only You i need only You i need only You